Like what I said on the title, I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M HERE AGAIN! 

I thought I would never ever get on this site for the rest of my life==; 

So, today is my lucky day, must write down something, cause I never know when is the next time for me to open this site again!

And Happy Birthday to charlie_rose27 ^__^ You are my lucky friend! 

OMG!!! O___O  
So, he's fine now, has the energy flirting with little Min on the stage! ^^ or is this event before his sickness? Anyway, they are on TOO many shows, and I can't follow them!
Time for bed, and Hi~~ everyone^____^

SO, KIM JAEJOONG IS AN ADOPTED CHILD!!!O____O This is so shocking! and the more shocking thing is that his biological father is filing a lawsuit against his adoptive parents demanding a paternity test  and to get custody of Jae after almost 20 years of absentation from Jae's life!?!?? WTF!!!!!!! 
The News' spreading everywhere on the newspapers and websites. Can't he just try to solve this issue privately with everyone involved? Has he even had a nice and long talk with Jae, I wonder! Why does he have to make it publicly, as the boys haven't had enough chaos lately!!!! OH, man!!! x_x

Jae's life is like a soap opera! I suppose he's fine cause he's strong! Boy, isn't he special!? He surprises me to no end!
Yeah, this piece of shocking news did give me an excuse for a break from my disgustingly, endlessly, headwhacking workload! Haven't been here for loooonnnngg! Everyone's doing well?! ^___^








I always wanted to adopt him!
P.S  I wonder if the other four knew about this all along or just discovered this time.

OMG!!!!! Junsu!!!!!
YOUR CUTENESS IS KILLING ME!!!

Someone at DBSGComm told me to go get surgery today. x_x  I mean, What the F**k!! I know I'm not gorgeous enough, but I definitely don't need a plastic surgery-_-  PISSED!!! 
So, this is what I get from eventually decided to share something in the community after a long absent!? 

Anyway, what a lame update.  

Is it possible for one person to do more than two persons' jobs? especially in a Real Estate company where everything is so strictly calculated by quality, deadlines and many many other things? and I'm not experienced in this industry at all! Not to meantion all these complicated workflows, so time and nerve consuming!-_-

DEADLINE, DEADLINE, AND I'M SO DEAD!!! *ghost talking now* I miss my fandom so much! *ghost whispering* I'm working more than 13 hours per day recently! think about it, the boys are working more hours than me everyday. *ghost sighing* but they don't miss me, and I MISS THEM! x.x

It well past 3am in the morning, but I can't sleep! I'm still browsing around the sites hoping to get more infors about Yunho. 

I think the more I love them, the more hurts I'll get!  I'm so incredibly selfish, at this time, I still think about my own feelings!

It's a division, the innocence and sweetness of the boys will diminish,  the trust between TVXQ and fans will be gone. and I think differently about the whole fandom now.

Jae said he'd kill that woman if he'd got his hands on her! I can't believe my angel said something so hatred. They all got hurt seriously this time!

Yunho, please get well soon, and try to heal up mentally as well!  

Translation credit: coolsmurf@youtube

I'm an idiot, I just can't stop watching this clip!XDD
post here, so I don't need to go to youtube all the time!

I LOVE his brutel honesty and humor...... and Min's laughter!^___^

BTW, I think I like Big Bang^^ they have such catchy songs and they sing very well!
So Americanish though *sorry for making up a word*
I'm not sure if this is a good thing or bad thing, since I used to only listen to this type of American songs but I don't listen to them at all now! LOL

I eventually fixed my PC!^__^  Huh, I paid someone to fix my PC, LOL  * the stupid computer just had to broken down at this really crucial time of the year while I wanted to get my hands on any infors, pics and vids about TVXQ!!!*
However, even with the extremely unbelievable slow reaction of each click (2-3mins of waiting for one clickT_T), I still managed to dl the MV of "O"- 正、反、合. XDD *some kind of dedication!^.~*

I really LOVE this MV, so powerful, meaningful and high-budgetted.
Yunho is soooooo pretty!!! O_o I think he's the pretty one of the gruop instead of Jae now!! and he's such a tease in the beginning of the MV! XD
I think I like Yoochun's hair, because I like Johnny Deep! ^^  he does pull off that long hair look very well! It's Micky, Micky, you're so fine, we are talking about!^.~ his confidence makes up with everything! 
Junsu has the most normal look here, huh...... there's not much I can say about him, hehe!^^;; *no matter how manly he looks now, he's still my angel Junsu*
Jae scares me with his stare! O_O I wonder if that poor kid was scared too! LOL  *does that mean he can be a good actor? HAHA*
And now, Changmin, Changmin, he's so SEXY! I feel really awkward to use "sexy" to describe my kitty boy!x_x  *is my kitty boy long gone??* and he watchs porn! Ok, this proves he's still a lil boy, a mature man just don't say such thing on public! LOL *trying too hard to prove something? kitty boy? ^.~*

( X_X )

{randomness} Sometimes I wish I didn't understand English. I really like "Get Me Some", nice beat, catchy  melody, and they did very well on the chord part.  but, but, BUT, what on earth does "I wanna get me some of that" means!??O_o  It sounds so BAD, and since I can undersand it, I can't avoid it! LOL  Everytime I listen to this song, this part just sticks out! totally ruin the whole song! XDD
"Balloons" sounds like a song sung by a typical Japanese boyband^^, for example, Tackey & Tsubasa! ^.~
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( I know it's all acting, but I can't help but feel heart broken! T_____T )

OK, since most of my friends are members of DBSGComm, if not all XDD So, I think most of you have seen  terra86  fanart works. She's such a fantastic artist, she makes the most adorable TVXQ fanarts!^__^ 
Now, she decides to sell the prints.  the prints are available in http://terra86.deviantart.com/gallery   every single print  will be charge about USD$2(exclude the transit fee). All the TVfXQ or Jaeho fanart there are available for print , black & white sketching are excluded :)
For the enquiry can send to terra86@gmail.com
I promised to help her spreading the news a few days ago, sorry for the delay, blame my stupid PC! ^^

Now, I'm off to go searching some DBSG stuffs, hopefully I'll find the subbed Xman, maybe not too fast!^^;;

P.S, Good luck with your life in Japan, charlie_rose27   hope to hear from you again very soon!^__^

OHHHHHHH, Junsu, Junsu, JUNSUUUUU, My dear Junsu!!!! What should I do!!!! You have such an amazing voice! I can't help but fall in love with your voice!!!♥♥

HAPPY 1000 DAYS!!!!♥♥♥
Hope there is another 1000 days, 2000 days, 3000 days..................... 10 thousand days!!!!!
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU GUYS FOREVER!!!! ^______^

Jae, please don't space out, don't be shy, don't cover your mouth all the time, don't do random things, don't say silly words, and always answer the questions!.................... Oh, man, I'm so nervous for him! and he's gonna DANCE! x_x  OK, just be yourself then, do well on the show, I'll be watching!^.~ 

X-man is having deep trouble in China! No, it's not the movie X-man, but the Korean game show. 

The show just started to show on mainland TV channels and got pretty good audience rating. It even went all the way to Hainan, the southern island of China to shoot one episode. However, right on that episode, right on the territory of China, they  insulted Chinese!-_- 

WHAT WENT INTO THESE PEOPLE'S HEADS?? I thought they were trying to make money out of the Chinese, but this is so not the way to achieve their goals!*shake head* Couldn't the producer of the show provide a correct map of China? You know how sensitive the issue with Taiwan. Have they learned world geography at school at all? And that Lee Seung Gi guy, who is he anyway? Singer? Actor? He thinks he's so handsome that all Chinese are ugly? Gosh, I'm not gonna check him out, he thinks that's a great  way to make himself famous?x_x  

Anyway, I'm disappointed, but not pissed. They made mistakes, they were simply ignorant, that's all. What made me sick is the curses all over the net. I don't understand why I'd sat there reading these most filthy, ugly and disgraceful words on the planet in both Chinese and Korean! (no, I can't read Korean, someone translated them) I'm so disappointed and angry with both nations (exaggerating? Yup) I simply can't take rudenss! Amen! I hate politics, entertainment should never involved in any political aspects, entertainment should purely be fun and enjoyment. I tried very hard to keep away anything else but entertainment in this journal, hummmm........ not successful. 

X-man is going to invite Hankyung to the show, treat him well and as a friendly gesture, I guess. I don't think I'll watch this show the same way again, but I'll watch, for Hankyung's sake. Actually, until now, I have only watched both X-man and LoveLetter with DBSG in them, maybe two other episodes with Super Junior in them, other than that I don't watch any other episodes. 

李胜基是谁啊？？？　诶，真是天晓得，我为什么要为一个不认识的人看这么多骂来骂去的回复！？还有，他到底说了啥呀！？？

老实说，这么多不堪入耳的脏话，中国的，韩国的都让人挺失望的，尤其是对国人的，韩国人有没有素质，管不着，也不想管．但众网友在打脏话时是否意识到你们和那些骂脏话的韩国人有什么不同？？

不就是一档小小的娱乐节目么？不就是一群世界地理没学好的人么？还有一个浅薄的明星？值得这么多自认为具有大国风范的国人这样破口大骂吗！？抵制这档节目不就得了么？让他们道歉不就行了吗！

民族仇恨就是这样莫名其妙的建立起来的，所谓丑陋的政治就是在一群无聊，没素质的人互相滥骂之中形成的！

Boo Jaejoong, I eventually know what this nickname means!^^ Boo( 不) means no or not. In Korean, the pronunciation of 不 is Boo. Jaejoong(在中) means in the middle or inside. So, Boo Jaejoong is 不在中. Boojaejoong means "Not inside now" in Korean. For example, if you say "He is boojaejoong" now, that means he is not here now.  在中 is Hero's name, so childern just made fun of him with the pronunciation of the name. Very interesting ne!!!XDD
Thanks to HappyHero at heroshock.net for the explanation! ^__^

Edit: 

( Rock'n'roll )

This my first Chinese post. It's the lyric of Faraway(千里之外) from Jay Chou's new album <Still Fantasy>, stolen from veggieincoma 
It's Too GORGEOUS that I can't help but want to post it up, so I won't lose it in my fixed disk where stuffs countless files^^;
This is by far the MOST BEAUTIFUL lyric I've ever seen in a song! A bit exaggerating, but I'm too lazy to recall other songs right now^^.

I won't translate it, No, No way, I don't think anyone could give a justified translation. 
It is written in the traditional Chinese poem way, the most abstruse and beautiful way to play with the Chinese language. 
Every single Character has this double meanings, and they are so subtle and ambiguous, thousand people would give thousand different interpretations about them. 
They are the words to be tasted by heart!!!♥

屋檐如悬崖风铃如沧海我等燕归来
时间被安排演一场意外你悄然走开
故事在城外浓雾散不开看不清对白
你听不出来风声不存在是我在感慨

梦醒来是谁在窗台把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来经不起谁来拆
我送你离开千里之外你无声黑白
沉默年代或许不该太遥远的相爱
我送你离开天涯之外你是否还在
琴声何来生死难猜用一生去等待

闻泪声入林寻梨花白只得一行青苔
天在山之外雨落花台我两鬓斑白
闻泪声入林寻梨花白只得一行青苔
天在山之外雨落花台我等你来

一身琉璃白透明着尘埃你无瑕的爱
你从雨中来诗化了悲哀我淋湿现在
芙蓉水面采船行影犹在你却不回来
被岁月覆盖你说的花开过去成空白

梦醒来是谁在窗台把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来经不起谁来拆
我送你离开千里之外你无声黑白
沉默年代或许不该太遥远的相爱
我送你离开天涯之外你是否还在
琴声何来生死难猜用一生...

我送你离开千里之外你无声黑白
沉默年代或许不该太遥远的相爱
我送你离开天涯之外你是否还在
琴声何来生死难猜用一生去等待

I agree with  veggieincoma  I like the fourth paragraph the most, but I also like the third paragraph a lot! The rapping part, GOSH, he raps the Chinese traditional poem!O_O *how cool! Talking about playing the culture and traditions*
I think I'll be in a Jay Chou high  for a couple of more days!>3>3>3 
This is what DongBang boys would never ever give to me, maybe after they getting a bit older and can do their own music. But I still LOVE them!!!^__^